Current mood:

discontent

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I haven't updated in almost two weeks. I don't really have anything to say at the moment except that I'm frustrated and amazed at my own stupidity and pretty much annoyed by the fact of my own existence. I fuck up everything I touch and I'm never happy for very long. Something always comes along to ruin it. Small things. But enough to decimate the illusion. I've been told many times that I'm too hard on myself. Funny thing is, most of the time I don't think I'm hard enough.

Having school 5 days a week is... unpleasant. It's just go go go go all the time, and then work and homework on top of that. And a feeble attempt at a social life. I feel like I never just get to chill.

Anyway. I get to put a substantial amount of money into my bank account tomorrow, so that's a plus. The minus is that it's pretty much reserved for rent and stuff. But really, I'm not complaining. Except that I am. Just not about this particular thing.

End.